dear J,

I dunno bt does this apply to everyone? Yes, it wee bit reflect me.


The weather is smoking hot,my hair isn't that long. I have difficulty trying to tie up every strand of this thing i call hair. I look like the male character from those age old F4 idol show when i stand before the mirror in the morning. For these, i am bummed. So bummed. I wish my mum was a hairdresser.


I am running my fat fingers through my hair now not because i am feeling feeling like some hot hair model but because i am so frustrated. I am trying to reply this email that directly relate to a great job opportunity. I can't screwed this up man.
nehneh


I am cleaning up all the food stock at home. Mummy isn't that happy. OOPS.


HOW HOW HOW, I AM STILL SO FRUSTRATED.
P/S:
I dreamt of him last night. And guess what, this time that dream was horrible. I was tearing while i woke up. In that dream there was no happily ever after. I was the 'extra' party and he hates me. OMG. sigh a million times.