I got hungry.
I got tempted.
I got greedy.
I got Frustrated.
I ended up getting sick in my guts.


So yet again,
i am putting harder determination on myself.
More pressure and self control.
No poultry or red meat.
And most of all, Sugar free.
i am sucha sugar addict.
Finding replacement to curb those cravings can really make me go bananas sometimes.
I know you think i am in some sort of attempt to go skinny.


But look, if i want to, i should just not eat.
But i want to eat.
And i am only doing this because i am sick.
My body isnt able to take in a lot of these products.
Please stop me if i attempt to binge on my fave items again.
I cant control.
It will only result in weaker health and worsen condition.
New note: I lost the M cycle yet again.
I am deeply upset by myself.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH