IGNORE ME.

PLEASE IGNORE THIS POST.



FUCK MY LIFE!
FUCK MY LIFE!
SERIOUSLY FUCK MY LIFE!


I just broke down into tears because i just hated my life so badly.
The past week, i almost forgot my sad unhappy life.
I ate what i want, whatever i want.
Sunday, i got upset so i got myself a tub of B&J and whip it clean by myself.
I was so happy. HAPPIEST I EVER BEEN.


TODAY, I AM JUST THE SADDEST SHITTIEST PERSON.
yes, i got to taste my burger.
i got to taste my maggi.
i got to taste the cookies.
i got to taste sweets and icecreams.
i got to taste everything i ever wanted.


i had crazy runs that made my leg jelly.
then i got sick.
I had burning fever at 3am and kept me awake till 7am.
And i went work the next day in cold sweat from panadol.
I was still alive.


It drove me insane just now.
When my legs got itchy and massive rash attack started all over.
While i scratch i cry and curse.
HOW INSANE IS THAT!
My legs already looks so fucking trotter like and now with rashes?!
FUCK MY LIFE!
JUST FUCK MY LIFE.


If anyone is ever gonna say bullshit words like,
''hey, with this crazy restricted diet, u gonna be so skinny. so lucky''
I am so gonna fuck u upside down.
Because not only am i not going skinnier, i am gaining the pounds.
my face is expanding due to massive vomitting from food rejection.
and with the diarrhoea, my body is currently suffering massive bloating and constipation.
it gets crazy bloated and painful and huge.


I DONT KNOW WHY MY LIFE IS CURSE THIS WAY.
BUT FUCK MY LIFE.
SERIOUSLY.
LASTLY,
I AM SICK OF ALL THE EGGS AND FISH THAT I AM CONSUMING.
CRY OUT LOUD.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL.='/