been quite a week. Yes, i finally passed 21. Sadly, i am nowhere near happy.
you know i said that i will try my best to feel loved despite anything else no matter what,
i failed. i realise that gatherings after gatherings, families or friends, its jus me trying very hard to feel happy and loved. Making sure all is there to give me blessings and spent time with me, but truly, none really does love me. Serious. I can tell the difference to the way they treat another individual. i hate comparisons. but sometimes, when you do, it hurts. so much so turning 21.although they were ard, they were there, none didnt  even sing me a bday song.='/ guys, i had the worst. u?